Lying on my bed  I observe my breath to escape the images in my head.

But no matter how much I meditate an image always appears. It’s seductive, dangerous.

I can’t help but to persuaded by it into submitting to my compulsion, cry, and again try to escape it all

Matt Neputin is a recovering psychotic and psychology student who uses his past illness as inspiration to write creepy stories and sometimes even whole books, one of which he gives away for free on his website.